reemomarji's avatar

reemomarji

6 Watchers12 Deviations
2.5K
Pageviews
here you are,living your life ,your not so special life ..
you have your own friends or friends that you were obligated to know .. friends that you love and that helps you but to a certain point .. to a certain place ...

 living in your black and white world ... where no colors are allowed .. where being a smooth lovely shiny bright color is a curse .. to a society that don't know what "color" means .... simply being different , being someone unique ...

here you are in your own creation ... your own circle of darkness .. it's a method that you created during your life  so you can fit it .... so you can feel like you belong .. that you are welcomed ... but still .. feel like you belong to something it's just not enough... you are not satisfied .. you want more .. but you are not allowed to ask for more .. you are not allowed to speak ..

so with years passing by .. and you realizing that it's impossible to move to another world ... your circle of darkness became your comfort zone .. it's a place where you can tell your imaginary colored friends how happy you are , where you can dream about your own bright world.. with your favorite music , your favorite food, your favorite journeys  and your experiences  ...
with you being yourself .. and you are not only welcomed you are admired .. you are allowed to do whatever you want ... and you are loved.... it's like you can see that there is another world but you can't pass by ..

all of your strict traditions .. your society rejections,denials ,disapproval ...

so what will you choose ..

your acceptable sadness or your sharp happiness ? your traditions or yourself ? dark or bright ? hate or love ?
you are stuck in between ... you have to figure it out now ... it's never too late .... you can define your comfort zone .. you can choose .. because it's your life .. your rules .. and your destiny .... 

Reem 
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
أنا الليل اللي قرر من القمر يهرب
أنا النجم اللي عاش يسهر وأول ما ابتدي يظهر
لقي وقت النهار قرب

أنا ميت عفريت جوه العلبه
أنا ميت حدوته .. وميت مجروح
أنا ميت مليون واحد ماتوا
أنا كبت وضيقه وخنقة روح
أنا فرح خنيق
وطريق بيضيق
أنا ميت مليون باب مش مفتوح
أنا صوت مكبوت
وخناق ... وزعيق
وصريخ وتاريخ أصبح ممسوح

أنا كل طريق بمشيه فاضي
بتكعبل في بواقي اللماضي
جربت أقيس للفرحه قميص
ولقيته عليا مهش لايق
اسمي في مشواري مع الدنيا
في الآخر كان إنسان سابق

أنا فرح خنيق
وطريق بيضيق
أنا ميت مليون باب مش مفتوح
أنا صوت مكبوت
وخناق ... وزعيق
وصريخ وتاريخ أصبح ممسوح
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

my to do list

2 min read
i was reading an article the other day about being creative ... how can we be creative , methods , things that we can do to improve our creativity level and to find inspiration ... one of them was watching classical movies and the other one was reading random topics on Wikipedia , read new books , clean your work space ,try new food  .... but the one that got my attention was
( MAKE A LIST WITH YOUR SILLY IDEAS )
so i decided to make a list with some of my silly ideas more like dreams that describes my perfect vision and my ideal life .... so here we go

1. i want to go to spain  to be more specific to Barcelona  ... i want to live there in an old vintage apartment in a local neighborhood next to the local market ... to study architecture there ... to be free ... to paint my own apartment with light green yellow peachy and orange  ... to have a home full with antiques and paintings that i just finished ... to have my own colorful sofa ...

2. travel the world and write a book about it .. about my experiences here and there .. my embarrassing stories ..  the longest chapter will be my trip to india and the experience of riding an elephant  =)

3. learn how to speak Chinese fluently

4.be the lead singer of a band

5.learn to play the guitar after quitting piano

6.design my own clothes and open a fashion shop

7. play chess with my spanish mates

8. invent/buy a pillow that could collect my dreams and when i wake up i could plug it into the computer and watch them over again

9. watch a concert for fayrouz( A Famous arabic singer )  and talk to her in person  and maybe to have dinner with her

10. to spend a day with 50 people who was born on 15/2/1993 ( which is my birthday )

11. i will not write this one

12.to own a bar and a cafe
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

music

1 min read
موسيقى
اليوم عنجد استنتجت شو بتعني هالكلمة
مش شوي غريبة
انو قدي صرلي بغني  
و قدي صرلي بسمع و بعزف و بتنفس موسيقى
اليوم تاستنتجت
عجقت سير و ازمة وشارع فاضي
وعالم كتير وطفل صغير قاعد راضي
وصوت الشجر و تلج عل طريق
وعمو كبير بيمشي وبيفكر
يمكن عبالو شي رفيق
وبنت صبية عم تركض على مهلى
بدى تخف وبدى تنحف تيرضو اهلا
والجار عم ينده تفضل شرفتنا اهلا و سهلا
والجارة طلعت تشطف هالدرجات
والحديقة معباية بسمات و ضحكات
كلو هاد بمشوار زغير و بكزدورة
هاي لو كان المشوار اطول شوي
كنت اكتشفت كيف بيعملوا القنبلة الننوية
اليوم تاستنتجت شو يعني
موسيقى
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
sometimes it is really good to be you ... to have your own thoughts ...your own way of thinking.... your own amazing world ...
read , draw , write , sing , live , love , dream , dance , laugh , pray , create , be , hug , want , aim
do these and then you will be unstoppable ... you will have the perfect life
have no fear of perfection ....
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Featured

defining your comfort zone by reemomarji, journal

Devious Journal Entry by reemomarji, journal

my to do list by reemomarji, journal

music by reemomarji, journal

Devious Journal Entry by reemomarji, journal